Feeling Absolutely Lousy

I dun know wat's wrong with me this sem...Maybe i'm just very tired but i cant seem to make things rite...I dun understand how all my hard work isn't paying off or showing the results that i would like and i'm very frustrated and disillusioned...How can someone go out with frens, party etc. and yet have a better grasp of concepts or do better in tests than me?- the nerd who studies 24-7...I realli want to give up...Not fishing for compliments or anithing but i realli think i m not as smart as others...Maybe that is why i haf to work doubly hard at everything and that sux...So for the third time in 2 weeks i am redoing my presentation again...All 12 slides the 2nd time and now all 17 slides the third time...I haf no one to blame but myself...I wish i had but i don't...It was my own undoing...The result of me thinking too hard...Working too hard and not smart...I nid balance and i'm gonna try and find it...