Shitty Morning

Today started off quite badly...We received our quiz back and i din do too well...The class average was 45/50...i got 42. What was worse was that i was expecting to do well cos i thot i gave a really good discussion and analysis...And i had spent four whole days studying for that bloody 10% paper...Then after that demoralizer, i kinda crashed and burned for my presentation...There was a moment when standing there, in front of the entire class, i completely blanked out, had no idea what i was saying and had to read directly from the slides...And just the day before, when practising with Claudia, i was very fluent and concise...I had also spent alot of time preparing for this presentation...The shit just piles up when it hits i guess...It's very discouraging not to get back what you think you deserve...But in the end, I guess i'm bound to lose some battles though eventually i'm gonna make sure i win the war...just watch me...